FOR FUCKS SAKE, STOP THINKING ABOUT IT. ABOUT HIM.
ABOUT WHAT HE SAID. it was a long time ago and it was a fucking joke. Forget it. He said: I love her. Which means me. Which means he was JOKING.
Fuck.
This is gonna hunt me forev... for a long time...
You don't love him. You liked him. It is in the past. You are not gonna see him.
Why do i remember it? Why am I thinking about it? I should forget and move on. Move. On.
FFS, I need another crush or something like this.
Fuck you, I don't need you.
Neither of you.
Get out of my life! GET. OUT.